You Were Sick...

Dear Sabrina Banana, It's been a while hasn't it? Life took over and I didn't manage my time in such a way that I still had time to write here. I'm sorry for that. This past couple of weeks have been crazy. First we put up our family business and then you got sick...very sick. This is your first time being sick after Daddy and I have become Christians and the experience was so different that I felt like I had to share it with you. Your being sick has always affected me so much. Most people think I'm always cool and unaffected --usually they're right, but not when it comes to your health. When you get sick I feel crushed and worried and panicked. I feel like I have to control everything otherwise you will not get well. This time, I still felt bad but in a different way. I felt bad that you were suffering, that you were not okay. I felt bad that you couldn't eat, that you were listless and tired but I wasn't as anxious as before. I realized that you are from God and that you are a child of God. He knows your needs, he knows how to take care of you. I didn't need to control anything because He is in control. Daddy and I prayed with our d-group. We listened to experts advice, did our parts and then lifted everything else to God. We are blessed that after 6 days you are fully recovered without the need for hospitalization. How amazing is God? Love ya, Momma